It’s been a year since I launched Ashleydannielle and I’ve done a lot of reflecting lately on how it’s changed me. It’s crazy to think it’s been a year already.
I remember writing that first initial post. About starting this blog. I was scared. I still hide it from certain people, but I think a lot know about it. Some at least should know I write erotica. While I’m still shy about some people knowing about my sex blog and erotica writing, I mostly don’t care anymore.
I do this not just for myself, but to help others have an amazing, passionate, perfect sex life with their SO.
My sex life with N has become even better since starting this blog. We’re much more open with one another and we’ve been experimenting with new things more often. It’s made it a lot more fun and exciting. And N doesn’t care that all our dirty details are up on the internet for the world to see, and I love him even more for that. He supports me in everything I do, including this.
My confidence has increased so much. I used to wake up almost every single day hating my boobs. I’m a 32 B if you must know and I used to wish on everything that I had bigger boobs. That they wouldn’t have been so ruined by having babies. And that I could get breast implants. I even started feeling like if I never got them then I’d never learn to love myself and you know what?
The lies I used to tell myself are so unbelievable and I’m a little upset with myself for wasting so much precious time hating something about myself that I cannot change. I no longer detest my tits. I don’t long for breast implants anymore. I’m not even sure I would spend the money on them if I came across 10K. Because you know what? I love myself. I’m gorgeous. I’m sexy. I’m perfect the way I am.
Opening up about my sex life on the internet has truly made me a lot more comfortable in my own skin and I fucking LOVE it.
I’ve also learned that making money from this blog isn’t my first drive anymore. I just have fun posting naughty and informative content and it’s become so much more important to me to reach more people to share things with then it is to make a buck.
I’m truly happy with where my blog has gone and where it is headed next and I have all of my supporters to thank for that. Without you guys, I don’t know if I would have continued with my blog. But to see that I’m actually reaching people and affecting their lives (whether that’s by providing entertainment, new things to check out, or giving some useful tips) it makes me truly happy.
This blog has helped my life in ways I didn’t think it would help me out a year ago and I am so, so excited to see what this next year brings.